Friday, October 1, 2010

I KNOW WHY THIS CAGED BIRD SINGS

The universe has been showering me with blessings. In no particular order, here are some of the gifts that have been raining down upon me:

• My daughter took me on a cruise – my first ever – for my birthday.

• I’m taking Dave Ramsey’s Financial Peace University course. You can check out my progress at: http://www.ayearofcommoncents.blogspot.com/.

• My brain has finally convinced my heart to let go of the pain and shame of years of abuse I suffered throughout my childhood and teen years.

• I realize that not only did I survive, but I’m actually beginning to thrive!

I have a story to tell that can help others who have been abused. I know fear and shame and hiding in plain sight and secrets and ugly truths. I know hopelessness, and shadows on the soul. I know about baby steps forward and giant leaps backward. I know the comfort and safety found in oblivion, the faith and trust in no one and no thing.

I have a story to tell. It’s time I write it.


Until next time,

“I have seen the sea when it is stormy and wild; when it is quiet and serene; when it is dark and moody. And in all its moods, I see myself.” ~ Martin Buxbaum